Feeling the Loss

Just wanted to let you all know that I am aware that I've now missed the first week of season previews. I don't know if any of you can truly feel my pain. I've tried to watch them online but because of international laws & stuff, the shows can't be streamed to people out of the United States. (Daniel, I checked Hulu and they say they're working on it but no cigar as of yet.) I know that most of you have more of a life than me so you may think this is just my worldly nature coming out--but if a single girl doesn't have her shows, what has she got?

Some of you have asked if I've been homesick at all. Well let me tell you, there are times when I think, "What was I thinking? I know that I love being surrounded by my family. I loved the majority of the people that I worked with. I must be crazy." Especially now that Lynette and Anthony are back and Joey has his mission call, I'm realizing all that I'm missing and it hurts. So, mostly I try not to think of all that I'm missing (this doesn't mean that I don't want to know--that would really be worse). I don't really like to complain, so I probably won't write much about homesickness any more--also, it seems to make it worse or more real or something if I write about it. I just wanted you all to know that I miss being there (and "there" means "wherever you are") even though I am having a great time here.